New love

hey hey hey... guess what.. (actually tkyh susah2 guess, aku menggelabah je ni) ive got a new baby in my life. and i fucking2 lurve her.. ill tell a bit abt her.. she's from perak(couldnt remember where exactly) but i met her in pj(sg way).. i never really checked her type as i thought we couldnt fit together. but hey, never for once i lost my love for her and its official just a couple of days ago.... i dont feel like explaining too much on her coz ada org akan marah nanti. yg penting im with her now(secretly, berapa je kot org yg tau) but hey sooner or later people will know.. just being on her, makes me feel like a man.. damn.. hehe nanti kalau i senang, ill post our picture together..

1malaysia

i(umno) went out with lingesh(mic) and kk(mca) for some survey thing. then, thanks to lingesh's maybank card, we missed our appointment. cibai. and being typical bb-ians, we dont have any plan b and go jalan2 cari kedai mamak. lepak at jaleel and talk cock shit about politics(seriously) and some(many) gossips and stories which are new to me since i was away for some time. 1901 bro!! haha dont drag kk in this la lingesh, nanti hilang halo dia.. anyway najib was right, 1malaysia can prosper. or so we think. =)

Words of wisdom

'its not about what u did in the past, its about what u r going to do in the future...'

-ben tennyson-

'life's short la kama, juz go and have fun. take all u can and leave what's unnecessary..'

-lingesh logan-

'the more u sacrifice, the more u gain kama...'

'kama, ur the jackass who make others look good.'

'ur very confident on ur decision, u never look back..'

-mohd nor fakhrullah-

Still waiting

woke up around 6.30am...
went straight to the hall..
slide the door open,
and its not there..

wanted to go for 8am class when i realize i've no transport.
followed syed to class..
when back home after class,
its still not there..

i guess i still cant get over it..

The day it all changed

19 oktober 2009
6.22 am

wqx 3347 hilang..
aku takkan lupa hari ni.

kalau aku jumpa laa wqx dgn tuan baru,
masuk hospital laa dia..

sial..

Am i doing this right?

back home at 7am. went in my rented double storey semi-D house just to find out that all 14 of my housemates are sleeping. i tried to sleep, but to no avail. so here i am, writing nonsense. well not exactly nonsense. something crossed my mind moments ago while i was killing myself with marlboro.. these lines keep haunting me till now..

'kay mana nak makan dgn kita lagi...'
'kay mana nak merempit dgn kita lagi..'
'kay mana nak balik rumah lagi...'
'kay mana nak dota dgn kita lagi, baik kay main sms...'
'aku dtg lepak rumah ko, ko lak takde kay..'

and this one really2 caught my attention, as its from my closest friend in penang;

'di manakah kay yg ku kenali dulu. kay yg rockstar,
kay yg keras hati, kay yg sempoi'

sighhhh.... i dont know what im supposed to do. i thought i have things under control. i did. but when did things started to go wrong?? when?? why?? how?? urghhh... it was very2 enjoying, fun, happy but now, its gradually becoming sort of a burden to me.

i cant believe im saying this, but i think i need help..

Kam Heong really is special

the raya week. only a week. it was thursday morning when i thought that im not going to see my frens before i go back to penang on saturday. but at around 2 pm, zai called me and ask me to come to his house, ada gathering sikit. bukh, ansar, fa and i went there around 5(agak lambat) and wallawei, the geng is still there.. imran, zai, azn, acap, edi, azman, hazim, hariz, hameer, foo soon, matt, farah, ieka and aishah. lepak there, sembang2, kena soal siasat dgn the girls and then we went raya at hameer's place. ribena and moist cake... seeeeedap... then around 8, imran, azman, fa and edi drop by my house for raya. after that we went karaoke haha best sial.. but the best part is after karaoke... zai wanted to tapau kam heong at ss2, we went laa together teman him. sampai2 je... guess who?? izhar, zul and adrie!! its been freaking while since we met them. we hang out at kam heong till 1, and to our surprise izhar belanja wei!! (kalau tau order mahal2 sket) best dow jumpa balik izhar. ingat dh lost contact dh.. what a day, perfect in my eyes. zai, thx for making that call and invite me to ur house, or else i wouldn have met those people, thx zai..

Good and bad news

damn son..
played futsal around 11 hours ago..
elbowed at my rib, by someone LARGER than me..
then got volleyed at point-blank range, by my housemate..
the elbow wasnt that bad, dah biasa..
but the volley...
maaaaaaahaaaiiiiiii..
tknak kalah dia punya sakit.
sampai sekarang..
i think my jaw has re-located..
adeeeehh....

oh btw, my dad called me an hour before futsal..
we had a normal father-son conversation (err, is this for real kama??)
when i decided to try my luck..
i asked him;

me; papa, leh tak kalau xxx(nama manja aku, takkan aku nk publish) pakai duit saving xxx??
my daddy; nk buat apa?? (dgn nada musykil)
me; (tgh cuak ni) errr..... Z catalyzer..
daddy; ek eleh, tkde kejadahnya catalyzer tu..
me; alaaaa (kecewa dow...)
daddy; orang tk main 2 stroke sekarang.. orang main 4 stroke..
me; yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LC??
daddy; tu boleh dipertimbangkan...

agak happy dow..
ni yg best ni...
=DD

Time does fly

the greatest tragedy in life is;

growing old too soon,
and..
being wise too late..

think about it.. i knew a guy, who told me this...and he also told me that time flies..really2 fast.

He's back allright

lingesh played a full 120 minutes of futsal!!! and he's still alive!!! wow congrats lingesh, and dont forget to thank hameer, without him ko dah selamat jalan dah wei.. anyway, reason aku tulis ni pasal nak meluahkan rasa tk puas hati about game tadi ar (sapa yg dtg tau laa how the game was). dont get me wrong, the game was fantastic. its just that i didnt really played well..i was out of gas after an hour, misplaced my pass a couple of times(this was rarely seen a year ago) and i made few mistakes which leads to goals from mirza and lingesh(again, rarely seen).. apa ni wei!!! apa dh jadi kat aku??? shiznit tul la..seriously, im dissappointed at myself. we lost by a goal and i aint blaming anybody but me..i really...really..hate losing, especially if i was at fault...
urgh.....

Damn it was scary

was playing futsal with zai, lingesh, fa and the guys. after 1 and half hour (we were trailing, but soon going to win) lingesh collides with the goallie (or so he said) and tersembam kt lantai. we were like 'oh shit, apahal lak ni??' okay, must have been his athma (betul ke spelling?). sent him to UH in hameer's jeep. then we all went to the hosp and lepak luar for quite some time (mesti korang tanya asal lepak luar, kan? ye ar dgn peluh gila babi tkkan nk masuk). went dinner with my family around 9.30 when lingesh text us apologizing for spoiling the game. c'mon dude ko tgh nazak takkan kitorang nk biarkan.(actually mmg tgh enjoy pun, kena lak blah awal cibai lingesh timing nk sakit tk bagus) but hey, u r our fren and your safety is our concern ok..(saja mengampu)..

anyway enough with lingesh, dia dh ok kot..was browsing the net when i stumbled on an article of football. its quite interesting and for football lovers, read it coz it links to plenty other articles on football.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sport/football/article-1184178/Please-release-Whos-gone-whos-going-Premier-League-Championship-club.html

till then,
cheers

from manchester to bukit bintang

damn..united really2 played like; well, the taraditionally we-keep-our-fans-nervous style of play.. they needed only a point but the way they played it looks like they're gonna lose. but, they didnt. they kept their cool and they celebrated their 18th trophy on their home ground infront of (oh how sweet) arsenal. credits to arsenal for pushing till the end. it was a dramatic season where nobody thought that united could win the league for the 3rd successive seasons..they started BADLY, continued BADLY and hampered by injury crisis to key players.and yet they defy the critics and participated well in all competition (unlucky to bow out at semis of FA cup on penalties); Carling champ, Club World Cup champ and Premier League Champ. Hopefully the champ of europe. true champs never give up and they proved themselves.. the only negative of the night was i watched the game at mcD!!! without the environment of mamak it was freaking boring!! ni zai punya pasal laa ni sibuk sgt nk wireless dia..

went to mamak after the game (damn should have watched at mamak, cis) for yamcha. we all bukak ar old story time kat BB dulu; since form1 sampai ar form 5 nyer stories.. laugh out loud beb!! we all agreed that school time was the best. really miss it. all those memories, damn touching weh.. zai jealous pasal tk sama kelas dgn aku, faye, imran, fa dgn azman..(tu laa sibuk sgt dgn kelas B dia tu.. kelas C rock weh!!!!) so sesapa yg membaca blog ni dan anda masih bersekolah, hargailah masa persekolahan anda kerana anda tiada lagi peluang untuk berbuat demikian. u'll regret it if you take it for granted. trust me (err, trust us) coz i've experience it.

well, let bygone be bygone and look forward to the future. but whatever happens, BB will always have a special place in my heart...

till then,
cheers.

aaaah.. one thing led to another

another day..another dull morning..no breakfast, no money(lupa nk pegi atm). woke up around 3 when my mom called me to pick her up from work earlier than usual. being a good son(yea right) i went to her office early. was planning to lepak at mamak beside her office when i heard sum1 screaming (err not really screaming, saje bagi gempak) my name. turn back and how surprise i am to see mirza (yup another long-time-no-see-bro punya member). he was waiting for his mom (coincidently his mom went to my mom's workplace) too and we chit chatted agak lama gak ar. saje sembang pasal old stuff and sharing our experience kt uitm (aku penang dia melaka). then our mums showed up and cam biasa laa salam2 sikit then the i-see-u-soon-bro-contact-me-kalau-ada-benda-best-nk-buat gestures.

faye called me around 9pm ajak lepak. i joined him after family dinner. kitorang (me, zai, mior, edy, os, faye) lepak dlm os' nissan extreme tktau nk lepak mana. os was VERY hungry and we decided to go to murni @ ss2..pelik2 siot dorang order; roti daging, roti hawaii...belum tgk air lagi pelik. talked about dota, futsal and stuff untill sampai seru nk balik. faye naik motor aku sampai 14 (drpd 14 gi ss2 pun naik aku) dhlaa dgn tkde helmet, lalu lak kt balai polis memang best ar. kalau kantoi ngan polis...haha tkpe gua otai pj bro. again the day ends well despite started boringly.

oh btw, manutd menang 2-1 vs wigan, goals from tevez and carrick to inch closer for the premier league title. so to those liverpool fan, bawak2 ar bersabar yek?? hahaha.. still not too late to support manutd!! =P

till then,
cheers.

James T. Kirk

haha everything was unexpected..what a day..but it started off badly..early in da mornin (not that early ar, around 9.30) i was like; shit, lambat nak main futsal..woke up, wash my face, change my clothes and straight to the field..sampai2 je damn!!! only 3 peepz from the planned 10??? where the hell are the rest?? called them one by one and the answers were; bru bgn ar, tk sempat..ada hal laa sorry..tkde transport ar bro.... makahai.....nevetherless main je la 3 orang..practised all sort of passes and penalty shootout. out of 20 tries, only 4 went in?? what the?? usually my success rate should be around 70%!!!! could things got any worse?? oh yes.... lepak-ing at medan, minum with the guys while waiting for the others to join, sampai 3 jam lebih..janji melayu tul laa..and then it rains..im stuck...finally around 5 the rain stopped. went back home, mandi, baring and was about to sleep when faye called me.

faye; kama ktner??
kama; umah, asal??
faye; jom ar lepak mamak, ada zai meor hameer eddy..
kama;ok gak..

so i went to mamak lepak sampai late evening when zai ajak gi tgk star trek kt curve. at first i was reluctant to go coz im not really into movies. the zai cakap imran os will be joining us later. terus i agree (fyi; imran os is a very2 good friend of mine since 2003 and i havent seen him for quite some time) so i agree. hopped in zai's perdana and off we go to curve. meet up os at the curve and how glad we are to see each other. rindu dow kt partner in crime aku..fast forward and the movie ends.. what a movie wallawey..i dhla tk minat star trek, but tgk the movie je terus minat. after the movie we went to fariz mamak at kj. tgk lak pirate #3. hahaha 2 movies in one night. finally hameer sends me home around 1am (err juz about just now?). the day started badly, but it sure ends well. got to watch movie, hang out with old mates, gitting to know acap, eddy, meor (diorang best dow, sempoi sekepala macam aku) and most of all, reunion with os.. thank you god for such a day. well till then..,
cheers.

Another beginning

allrite..here goes nothing..
im kinda new, well not really new but im seriously illiterate on this blog thinging.. Fa came to my house after finally-we-play-futsal in the morning.

fa; kama, ko taknak memblogkan diri ko ke??
kama: err dulu jazz ada wat tuk aku, pastu malas ar, tk reti..
fa: damn kama u illiterate. tkpe biar aku ajar ko sikit2..
kama; free ke bayar??
fa;free la ngok.....

then he thought me on how to u know, click here, click there(damn i still suck at it).. and now here i am, blogging like a noob. janji rock ar..

well, as a start maybe i should introduce a bit about myself.
im kamarullatif, january 1990. y'all can call me kamarul, kama or even kay. im currently in penang, doing mechanical engineering (diploma) at uitm. penang okay ar, but pj 14 is better!! since im able to think wisely(roughly when im errr,19 i guess) i've been able to study 20 pages in a single day!! wallawey.. last time its only 5 pages before i zzzzzzzzzzzz... yup, u guess it, i cant study. its soo not in my dna. erm, im not really the nicest of person, but i do know my limits..i dont go over the top when im feeling NAUGHTY haha. im more happy-go-lucky apa-nak-jadi-jadi-laa type of person. but when im playing football, its totally different. temperature rises and studs flying everywhere (tanya zai) so better be on myteam than opposing me =P ermm apalagi ar?? oh im a fan of man utd with robson and scholes as my favourites. for domestic football...SELANGOR!!! you should see the look on my face when Amri yahya lifts the FA cup after defeating kelantan in the final of 2009. gila bangga dow muka. tkleh lagi kembang hidung.
haha mana tk bangga, anak jati selangor beb jd captain, menang lak tu..(tgk dah terspeaking malay. tkpe bahasa jiwa bangsa).
well, i think thats about me, any inquiries can send me comments through lov3rboypoyo@hotmail.com (myspace) or rokusyo2020@yahoo.com(friendster).
till then, cheers.