The big IF

All the days that I reminisce
Those days when we were happy
It popped out of my mind all of a sudden
That every time i think about you,
I'll think about your smile
Your touch, your hug, your eyes,
And the way you put your head on my chest
I feel it.
How much you love me.
You needed me.

At first i thought your just another distraction
but you made me realize something
that you're something that i never thought i'll choose
but at the same time something i dont want to lose.
Damn
should you have my child,
they'll be pretty, sweet just like you..
and troublesome just like me =)

I love you girl
you're the one
the only one
that I will always miss..